I just need some happiness

A girl I know has a puppy, is married, and is expecting. She listened to the heartbeat of her first child today.

Another girl I know doesn’t have any loans or school debt because her parents paid it for her so she’s going to New Orleans in a couple of weeks for vacation.

My boss is going on 2 vacations this summer because she gets $50/hour.

My boss’s mom is bringing her grandchild on a cruise with her to Arbua/somewhere tropical so he isn’t bored at home because he chose not to go to summer camp this summer.

I’m not learning anything at my internship.

My car didn’t pass inspection and has A LOT wrong with it which means it will probably cost a lot to fix, or I need to buy a new car with the money I don’t have.

I’m not getting a lot of hours at work.

I miss him, worry about him, and find it increasingly difficult to sleep without him.

Nobody I know in my city is 21 so I can’t go out.

Those who I have expressed an interest in hanging out treat me like a 3rd wheel and use me.

I can’t visit my cousin in Maine like I wanted (she’s 21 and we could have gotten drinks, swam at the beach/pool, and have a good time) because my car wouldn’t be able to handle it.

I haven’t seen some of my old friends since October of last year and now they’re busy with graduate school.

I don’t know what I want to do when I graduate next year.

I was insulted by my boss’s mother who is computer illiterate, the VP of a non profit organization, has been involved in business for over 20 years, and I’m pretty sure she doesn’t like me. Oh and blames me for her unorganization.

The girl who did my hair, did a terrible job and I have to get it fixed tomorrow (for free which is good).

I was told I had to pick my family up and drop them off at the airport, because they are going to Florida, to Disney World and did not invite me. 

I’m worried, scared, anxious, nervous, proud, lonely and so much more. I just want him home safe and alive. 

I need some happiness in my life to get me by this summer. I just need to make it to September that way I will have a million things to keep myself busy with so then it will finally be time for him to come home and back into my arms. 

 I’m probably the only person ever who wants to fast forward the summertime so I can have my happiness again in the Spring.

(Source: iraffiruse)

hurtlockerhill:

Love this.

hurtlockerhill:

Love this.

brit:

Ladies, ever wished you could rock an oversized button down but weren’t sure how? Now you can. Here are 10 ways to style a men’s shirt, including steps for how to turn it into a strapless sundress! 

Someone buy me one so I can wear it!

brit:

Ladies, ever wished you could rock an oversized button down but weren’t sure how? Now you can. Here are 10 ways to style a men’s shirt, including steps for how to turn it into a strapless sundress! 

Someone buy me one so I can wear it!

dizzymaiden:

Wiggly Watermelon
The seeds are mini chocolate chips! 

dizzymaiden:

Wiggly Watermelon

The seeds are mini chocolate chips! 

zombify:

Garden Zombies !
(via design you trust)

zombify:

Garden Zombies !

(via design you trust)

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s-a-v-o-r-y:

Cheesecake Brownie Bites
Ingredients
For the brownie batter:
4 large eggs
1¼ cups baking cocoa
1 teaspoon salt
1 teaspoon baking powder
1 tablespoon instant espresso powder, mixed with 2 teaspoons water
2 teaspoons vanilla extract
2¼ cups sugar
1 cup unsalted butter, melted
1½ cups all-purpose flour
For the cheesecake filling:
1 (8-oz.) package cream cheese, softened
3 tablespoons sugar
1 large egg yolk
Directions
Preheat the oven to 350ºF. In a large bowl, whisk together eggs, baking cocoa, salt, baking powder, espresso mixed with water, and vanilla until well combined. Stir in the sugar and melted butter until well combined, then stir in flour. Set brownie batter aside.
In a separate bowl, prepare the cheesecake filling by stirring together the cream cheese, sugar and egg yolk until well combined. Transfer the mixture to a pastry bag or plastic bag.
Grease a non-stick mini-muffin pan with cooking spray or butter then spoon a tablespoon of brownie batter into the greased cups. Pipe a generous amount of cheesecake filling atop the brownie batter, and then top off each cup with and additional teaspoon of brownie batter.
Bake for 12 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted comes out clean. Let the brownie bites cool for 10 minutes in the pan and then transfer them to the refrigerator to continue cooling, or enjoy warm!

s-a-v-o-r-y:

Cheesecake Brownie Bites

Ingredients

For the brownie batter:

4 large eggs

1¼ cups baking cocoa

1 teaspoon salt

1 teaspoon baking powder

1 tablespoon instant espresso powder, mixed with 2 teaspoons water

2 teaspoons vanilla extract

2¼ cups sugar

1 cup unsalted butter, melted

1½ cups all-purpose flour

For the cheesecake filling:

1 (8-oz.) package cream cheese, softened

3 tablespoons sugar

1 large egg yolk

Directions

Preheat the oven to 350ºF. In a large bowl, whisk together eggs, baking cocoa, salt, baking powder, espresso mixed with water, and vanilla until well combined. Stir in the sugar and melted butter until well combined, then stir in flour. Set brownie batter aside.

In a separate bowl, prepare the cheesecake filling by stirring together the cream cheese, sugar and egg yolk until well combined. Transfer the mixture to a pastry bag or plastic bag.

Grease a non-stick mini-muffin pan with cooking spray or butter then spoon a tablespoon of brownie batter into the greased cups. Pipe a generous amount of cheesecake filling atop the brownie batter, and then top off each cup with and additional teaspoon of brownie batter.

Bake for 12 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted comes out clean. Let the brownie bites cool for 10 minutes in the pan and then transfer them to the refrigerator to continue cooling, or enjoy warm!

funnywildlife:

Meet the world’s first white jaguar cubs!!
Unheard of at any other zoo in the world, The Aschersleben Zoo in Germany is celebrating the birth of two rare white jaguar cubs, who ventured out for the first time since they were born back in January. Still unnamed, the brothers were born to 17-year-old father Mescal, who has a typical spotty coat, and 13-year-old mother Polly, who is jet black.

funnywildlife:

Meet the world’s first white jaguar cubs!!

Unheard of at any other zoo in the world, The Aschersleben Zoo in Germany is celebrating the birth of two rare white jaguar cubs, who ventured out for the first time since they were born back in January. Still unnamed, the brothers were born to 17-year-old father Mescal, who has a typical spotty coat, and 13-year-old mother Polly, who is jet black.